Rehab

Well today was the day I took my sister to rehab. Enough said...

P.S. Tomorrow is today's yesterday :-)

Peaceful

Well I feel at the moment I am kinda peaceful...not sure why but I am. I am sitting here listening to the dishwasher and my nails click on the keys- need to go get them done tomorrow and I'll probably get my toes painted to. Then I am on a mission to find some pants. I hate clothes shopping. I just don't like it at all. But I am to the point to where it doesn't matter what size I wear just as long as I have something to wear and it fits, doesn't make me wee ass look big and it will all be A-OK heeheee. The kiddos are out the 14-19Th for fall break. I volunteered to take my niece for 4 of those days. Yeah I must be going crazy. Was trying to be nice and give mom a break from her. Sis go out of detox last Friday and she isn't supposed to report to rehab till the 20Th. She will be going to a facility here in Lawton. I'm having mixed feelings about her going but I think it's the best thing for her. I just want her better. So she will be here the 19Th when mom picks up my niece and drops her off. I am taking her to rehab...not to sure what else to say on that subject.
This past week-end the kiddos wanted to go to there Nana's - Dave's mom. So we let them go. Went out and had a nice dinner at Outback and picked them up Sunday morning. I have been so relaxed and easy going. Was told today at lunch that I am not the same as I was then. Starting to stress out and get all up tight. So I am trying my best to chill out at the moment. I took John Michael to get some jeans after school. All his are way to small. I had a good laugh over that Sunday afternoon. He looked so funny!!!!! He is going to be a BIG kid. Taller then me and wears jeans bigger then his daddy. I think he will have my built and Dave's height. Too bad he can't run worth a flying fig and has asthma because he'd be a good football player. He loves to watch it and has tried to explain the game to me and rolls his eyes when I don't get it lol. Chris got all his old jeans and he just wasn't overly happy about that either. I love my boys, love my wee little baby girls too. They look sooooooooo precious today after the groomers. Sugar Pie and I got to play and bond while the other girls were away. I feed her extra treats and love on her. She is getting cranky in her age. But I still love her just the same....

Emotions

I am having a hard time trying to put my emotions in order. They don't make any sense to me what so over so for now I think I am just going to put them on the back burner. I figure why dwell on something that I can't fix, change or understand. It's not going to do anything to me except make me upset and my blood pressure go up. LOL not that it needs to be any higher then what it is now.
Fall is upon us and I am getting into this comfort food mood. I am wanting to bake, clean, and enjoy the cool fresh air. People says it's cold today but I find it refreshing. The windows are open ahhhhhhhh 'fresh air'. We had roast, taters, salad and rolls for dinner yummmmmers. Tomorrow is Dave's bday so it will be Tbones on the grill. Not sure what else at this moment. With the humidity and rain I am going to wait and make him a coconut cream pie later in the week. I don't like baking meringue with the weather like this. Today we were talking about divinity and other goodies that don't do very well with the humidity. Got me to thinking about caramel popcorn...I'm going to start looking for some recipes that I know John Michael can have. Friday I made him some of the Betty Crocker Gluten Free Chocolate Chip cookies. I was so happy they looked just like the 'original' one's and didn't taste to terribly bad either. He was so happy Woooohooooo 1 for mom!! It's deffinately a challenge at times to feed him but when it does work out it's just awesome!;-)